days are meaningless and grey

and it’s so cold and lonely

and trains always call my name

and i once scarred those three words on my skin, and you asked me why

if only I’d told you and you'd accepted me

grab my hand and walk with me in the rain

in the dark street,

to the empty train station,

and leave this place, forever

like we once did or was that just a dream

and things are senseless

and days are cold

and I’m dying and you know